In the Sat yuga it used to rain all the twelve months. Since it rained every month,. land was never dry. It remained wet always. People now call it barah megha Gaza (a garland of twelve clouds). But these days it rains during four months at the most. Even during these months rain is interrupted because of the diabolic influence. Stories have been circulated that Krishna is bound by his word which he had given to Raja Bal and that's why it does not rain during the remaining eight months of a year. These stories have no basis. But people believe in them because the diabolic influence has destroyed their faculty of reasoning. The banias know for certain that people, by and large, are gullible and credulous. So they, by their diabolic power, let the rain fall only for a few months. Yet, people, including the learned and scholars narrate these stories at length.

What can I say more about it. Even the wise kings believe in them. Before I was tortured by the banias, I too believe that Lord Krishna is the giver of rains and that for eight months he stays in Raja Bal's palace, which is why we have rains only during four months in a year. I am telling you the truth. I too believed that it is Lord Krishna who gives us rains and that Lord Krishna is God himself. He is the creator of this Earth and the sky. It is He who has created this universe. This was my faith until I was tortured by means of diabolic practices.

Until then I truly believed that Lord Krishna is God. He is the Creator. Whenever a Hindu or a Muslim tried to reason with me saying that Krishna was simply a human being as we all are, took exception to it and fought with him. I told him that Lord Krishna is the Almighty. When some learned persons tried to tell me that he was a king and since he was a virtuous person, his name has been immortalized, I got angry with them. I fought with them telling them that Lord Krishna is the Creator of the universe. In fact they were telling the truth but I thought that they were fools. Under the diabolic influence I was like a blind person and that's why I thought these people to be fools. I believed in the stories doing the rounds and therefore I thought that those who described Lord Krishna as a human being were fools. Like Ravana, The banias too have spread all kinds of myths and distorted stories, To the people of the world they say that a person doing bhakti (devotion) is sure to meet Lord Krishna. And a person who is able to meet Krishna will attain blessedness. I was greatly influenced by those stories and blindly followed their instructions.

I listened to the bhajans (religious songs) and the discourses of the Brahmans. They used to say the same thing about Krishna. I firmly believed that it is Lord Krishna who is the Creator, the Almighty. I chose to become a sadhu only for the sake of God's blessings. And to me Krishna was God. So I went to the forest in search of Krishna. I used to cry inconsolably. My eyes were always full of tears. I stayed in the forests. I slept in the forests surviving on leaves and fruits and flowers. I was always in search of Krishna.

Sometimes for fifteen or twenty days I did not have anything to eat. I damn cared even if I was to die. All I wanted was, the darshan. (appearance in person) of Lord Krishna, I heard that Lord Krishna had already blessed a number of Sadhus, wit his darshan. He has fulfilled their wishes. I too had a yearning to meet Lord Krishna. Not for any material gain. I did not become a sadhu for this purpose. The only aim of my life was to have the darshan of Lord Krishna. Only then this life would be worth living It was dedicated to Lord Krishna.

I would not allow people to come and meet me. I was 1; in the hills and mountains. I was on the run in the hills and mountains of Abu Adabala, Malwa, Siwana, Jalori to avoid meeting people. I would refuse to meet people. If somebody approached me, I would run away or hide somewhere. You can find it out from the people. They will tell you how I was avoiding them, refusing to talk to them.

I continued to stay in the forests. When for fifteen or twenty days I would go without food and water and death would be staring me in the face, these devils, by their magical power, would make me see the face of Lord Krishna. I would feel as if Lord Krishna himself was standing before me. They would make me see Lord Krishna in a variety of forms, sometimes horrible, sometimes different.

When I would see Lord Krishna in his horrible form, I would see him carrying the flesh of a cow on his shoulder. He would then be asking me why I was standing there. When I would see Krishna in that form, I would question who that sinner was carrying a cow's flesh in front of me, a devout Hindu. I would angrily ask him to be off my sight. He would insist, "Why do V . ) o want to die? Why are you lying here without food and water?" This would infuriate me further and I would blast out, "You sinner! Do you want to give me cow's flesh to eat? Don't you know that I am a Hindu and eating cow's flesh is an irreligious act for a Hindu? Get lost!" lie would then disappear in thin air. Thus these unscrupulous banias performed the mystic ritual in the name of Krishmi and thereby made me visualize the face of Lord Krishna. The effect of the ritual made me see Krishna with four arms, wearing a crown of the peacock plume. I saw the gopis (milkmaids) and others accompanying Krishna. It was just like a dream. The only difference was that people dream when they are asleep but I was seeing all this while I was fully awake.

A number of people dream during daytime when they are awake. Soine have evil spirits or ghosts in their dreams. There are others who dream of gods. There are all illusions. These illusions are tile outcome of the diabolic ritual. Under its influence people visualize those who had died long ago. Flow could Krishna have appeared before me? It was the sinful ritual of the banias which created an illusion presenting the visage of Krishna before me.

Similarly they perform this sinful rite in the name of other holy men and thus they appear in our dreams. They can do it with anybody by performing the mystic rite. When Lord Krishna appeared before me, he asked me, "What do you want? I can fulfil your wish."

'The world is suffering from famine and drought. I want that the world should be freed from drought and famine. No one should die at a young age. Epidemics should stop. All the people, whether rich prosperous. No one should starve, I want the whole world should remain happy and prosperous as it was during the Sat-yuga, " I replied innocently.